The Light Load

Vain from the start, 
I never followed my own heart. 
Never I say with anger and frustration. 
Too strong a word to judge my situation. 
My vision was taken and had to be re-aquired. 
Emotionally abused but still it happened. 
My soul has been devoured. 
Undigested, it remains in the hands of the wicked. 
Soured in the stomachs of The Unjust. 
Feelings are something that can control the world. 
Freedom is something given to The Heard. 
Understanding needed to acheive His Goal. 
All are in debt and should approach.
As for my wake up calls, 
Christ asks me to change every day. 
Still havn't had any inquiries about that morning. 
Give it up to His Glory. 
Bashfull...a feeling I've carried since childhood. 
Ashamed...a feeling I've had for years. 
Dissappointed...felt since waking up. 
Abused...seen all the way through my past.