The Neverending Nightmare

Every day I still can see you, on that most horrid one;
In early dawn I laid beside you, your final countdown had begun!
I stroked your little body, your bones were sticking out;
I kissed you for two hours, “I Love You”, silently did I shout!
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As the sun rose came the darkness, that soon would us enshroud;
This morning would bring such sadness, and surround our souls with clouds!
For you would go to sleep soon, ne’er again to share our love;
We watched you take your last breath, and float to stars above!
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That fateful Saturday morning, was exactly eight weeks ago;
But to me it seems like yesterday, as my teardrops ever flow!
Your photos and your memories, are all that we have left;
But I needed you beside me, to not forever be bereft!
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The hours pass by so slowly, each one my heart e’er weeps;
My Cody has now left me, in Heaven now he sleeps!
I pray for you and Nico, to dwell in Paradise;
And some day endless nightmares, will no longer need suffice!
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                     These wounds do not heal
                   My heart and soul ever bleed
                        Gushing with sadness