The old me

Too much that time cannot erase
Wish there was button for a pause

Laying here in my cold bed
My soul is inside my head

Always fighting with machines
Inside my dreams while I'm awake
 
Inside my head like adversaries
Out of the sun and into the darkness

The lonely sound of my voice  
thier calling is driving me insane

Im burned out of control 
it took my body and soul

every night they come home
Without a warning these demons

Looking at this like it's my peace
These demons take away a piece

Piece of me that aches on the inside
I told them to just to keep it

When I try to sleep 
They wanna go take a peep

They are craving something
They all go and chime in

I know that they want me to get
But it's costs to much for diamonds 

So for now I'll just go and sit
Listen to the growling

Then the darkness kicks in
Then it's silence 

Something just happend 
Then I hear birds a chipping 

The sun is blinding 
My darkness is coming

As I wake
They just ache

Acheing for it
But i guess that what I get

For going into that cave
I saw a diamond and I got bite

I was just to brave
my demon is digging me my grave

I don't wanna be saved 
So when u see me don't be scared

Cause this is me
Always has been

I just have new demons
That are more darker

Always will be a permanent marker
So I say this once to everyone 

My new demons are not here to play ill never be a ashame

Inside my head is a game
So don't go put the blame

Sometimes they let me sleep
So for now I'll go lay down

They will always wear the crown
Cause they are my king 

The king will get what it wants
To get rid of the old me,Eventually