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The real me

The real me

I'm afraid 
I'm afraid of loving somebody 
he might be scared off by the real me 
he might think I'm too crazy 
might think I have too many demons to face 
so I stay inside of my own world
so I stay to myself 
I hide in the shadows 
I hide behind my mask 
not wanting to get hurt 
not wanting to face them
it's why I have walls 
it's why I have demons on guard
I'm sorry I'm too much 
I'm sorry I scare you away 
this is the end 
this is the end of my happiness 
 

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Being Me

Aww  so sad!  The right person will love you for who you are...warts and all ?  If they don't then they are not worthy of you anyway. I just know that out in the world there are many that will find your words here relatable x

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Simon Bromley

Very deep write and one day you'll meet someone who'll be all you want and they will think that of you too.  

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Pratibha Savani

Such strong lines expressed in this poem. Deep writer. Hope you are in a better place now x

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