The real me

I'm afraid
I'm afraid of loving somebody
he might be scared off by the real me
he might think I'm too crazy
might think I have too many demons to face
so I stay inside of my own world
so I stay to myself
I hide in the shadows
I hide behind my mask
not wanting to get hurt
not wanting to face them
it's why I have walls
it's why I have demons on guard
I'm sorry I'm too much
I'm sorry I scare you away
this is the end
this is the end of my happiness

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Comments
Aww so sad! The right person will love you for who you are...warts and all ? If they don't then they are not worthy of you anyway. I just know that out in the world there are many that will find your words here relatable x
Very deep write and one day you'll meet someone who'll be all you want and they will think that of you too.
Such strong lines expressed in this poem. Deep writer. Hope you are in a better place now x