Cold urticaria

I see my older brothers playing in snow,
maybe if I beg mom she would let me play too,
I see the sled it looks fun my brothers seems to enjoy it
but it's still too cold outside,
​​​​​​it's hot outside 
I see everyone enjoying ice cream or Popsicles but it burns when I eat it 
Wishing I didn't have cold urticaria 
You will grow out of it
But 22 years later I still have it...