The Sorrow And The Beauty

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Often when I leave I... think of those I've left
And often I might drown in all the sorrow at it's depth 

I hope you know you're never lost 
But in my heart you've slept

As war I wage against myself 
The horrors left unchecked 

I long to see the love and all the light 
And all the lore 

Return to what I love and leave behind 
What I abhor 

But once again I find myself a slave 
To tragic duty 

And somewhere in the middle of the sorrow... and the beauty 

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