The struggle of creating a masterpiece

When you are writing
You are grasping and reaching
With every sinews of your mental faculty
Every ounce of your conscious and literary ability
To find those perfect words
To construct that memorable sentence
To complete that awesome masterpiece
That will define you through your art and creativity
That will raise you up in euphoria
Until you next pick up your pen.
That stomachs churning, gut wrenching,
Brain draining, act of mental and almost physical exertion
That leaves you so worn
And so frustrated and exasperated
As you strive for the perfection
To justify all the time and energy spent
Reaching out to the universe For inspiration
And that moment of that epiphany that blows the minds
Of all that read it.
That's what makes writing so important to those who do it
That is the agony and the pain is about
And when we discover that perfect word
To construct that memorable sentence
That completes the awesome masterpiece
That is when we realise
That it was indeed worth all of those excitations
And achieved those self imposed expectations
So that in that moment we can bask in that glory
For just that moment before we go again.
I for one am still waiting on that moment
But knowing this as I do
I live in hope of fulfilling that expectation
That moment spent basking
But until then I keep on trying
And will never give up or give in.