The Tears Of Anticipation

My heart is prematurely forming, a chamber for my pain;

With some tears of anticipation, that could soon drive me insane!

For I lost my “soulmate Nico”, right before he turned fourteen;

Now his Brother, my “soulmate Cody”, the same years has he seen!

I still cry each day for my Nico, and it’s almost been two years;

What will I do without my Cody, who has helped allay my tears?

This is a “Destiny’s Daily Double”, which I pray I will not hit;

Maybe I’ll get real lucky, and he’ll run the full gamut!

But he seems to be slowing down now, just like his Brother did;

Oh to go back in time for ages, when they were both just little kids!

I would cherish every moment, and never leave their sides;

Instead of the times I traveled, and had to say “bye-byes”!

My heart is not believing, what my soul would like to be;

That my precious soulmate Cody, more years will spend with me!

So, it is preparing for its sadness, and not again to be caught off guard;

With the tears of anticipation, that will pour so very hard!