The void within

You stare into the darkened void
The emptiness 
lost to time and space
Emotionally destroyed
Incomplete in your thoughts
Shattered reality
Surrounded by the suffering
That you created
Unloved  mistreated
Desired but lost in an uncharted reality
A world lost to depravity
No escape 
No change 
No one to blame
The pain
Struck with fear
Alone in a world of the unknown