The war within

Sitting confused 
In this world of shadows
Breaking down the logic 
In my ungodly mind 
Trying to find answers 
That are hidden in time
Demons creeping through the crevices 
Of my undecided life
Pushing thoughts back 
As they rush to my attention 
Making decisions based in seclusion 
Fighting for a country
that’s dark and unworthy
Guns and smoke thats my imposition 
Bullet after bullet 
Killing for the fun of it 
Only when I die 
Will I be at peace again
But until then holy fire 
I will rain on them
Pushing back the forces 
That’s taunting my consciousness 
Eating away my soul 
With constant anguish 
In relentless problems 
Creating this madness 
Untested theory’s 
Of tragedy imprisons 
My mind and body 
In an unholy environment 
Convulsing and spitting
With demonic presences inspiring 
The words flow from my mouth 
As a battle of passion and essence 
Burning to the ground anyone 
Who stands in my presence 
They say the power of god is all around 
But the demons control me 
And gods no where to be found