Therapist "the rapist"

Ever have a therapist in your head picking apart everything not wrong in your life and what the hell you just said about last night.
ever have your psychiatrist ignore every warning sign and increased tensions in every session? Ultimately losing control of your life when everyone who not only abandoned you stabbed you in the back with a knife. Stopped trying and given up without even asking yourself why. 
Feel numb but still cry
Everyday worse then the last because your bound by your past.
Ever wonder how long this could possibly last? Its a question i constantly ask.....