Thinking Back

Thinking back, back in time in time,
It was never to be the same
Tears broke out 
Just hearing your name

There in your room, 
which is frozen in time
As if it wasn't true 
that you aren't there any more
Yet you are the perfect part of me 
That I just can't ignore

Each night awake
Thinking of you
Dreams await, yet are out of reach
Tears caught by my pillow
As I call your name
An emotion inside
I tried to hide,
Impossible to say nor teach

If only I could hug you
Or just see your face
Yet now only memories
To stand in your place

She's still in your heart 
is what they say
Which will always be true
Yet i feel so far apart from you

In memory of my sister's Everly grace and Molly Mae