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this just happend and this is true
mother just told me to fuck off
so Ill just kill my self
mother just told me that she doesnt want to see my face
so ill just hung my self
if she really hates me
she wont miss me for sure
if she really hates me
i can just make it easier for her
ill suicide so she can be free
ill just suicide cuz i love her too much
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Maybe you both need a bit of space for things to cool down.
People say things in the heat of the moment but deep down they donât mean it.
Itâs important to sit down and talk it out when youâre both ready.Â
Suicide is not the answer, take it from somebody who knows.
It will not be easier for anybody.,Â
If I lost my son/daughter itâll kill me.Â
If you need to reach out, get some help, talk, please call a professional or ask somebody to do it for you on your behalf. Somebody you trust.Â
Breathe, go and do something that relaxes you, keep writing, go for a walk.Â
you are here for a reason and you are loved.Â
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if it only was the first time she said that to me, to us me and my little sister, i know that suicide is not the answer but it seems like it and i know what you mean but i just am too depressed to do anithing else then think about killing myself i texted my psychologist like a million masseges right now so i hope shell help somehow
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You need to be strong for your little sister..đ even though your head isnât in a good place right now, youâve done the right thing! I hope she gets in contact with you soon as..Â
Tell her everything youâre thinking and feeling. Then see what she says/suggests. XÂ
i did tell her everything and anything that went on my mind right now, even the fact that i like one boy in my class knowing hes not gay. thanks im much more calm now so i dont think that ill take some rope and go somewhere not comming back... ill wait for what she says i need her help more then ever right now
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Yeh tell her everything, the more you get out, the better.
I appreciate you thanking me, but most importantly Iâd rather want you thanking yourself, in time knowing you reached out and got help and remained strong through dark times.Â
you got this đ
thank you far your support and love i need it more then anithing right now ^^
Hey Sammy.... I could not read this and scroll on by. Hj talks a lot of sense!
Sounds like your mother is dealing with sone demons of her own, it doesn't make what she said okay but its a reason (maybe) and that reason is not you. You are getting the brunt of her own self fury by the sounds of it. The problem is her and not you so please, please don't do anything silly. If you feel unsafe or threatened in anyway please tell someone ... police? Social services? Other family members? As Hj said, you need space from each other. I am glad that you have contacted your psychologist and that you are telling them everything. Keep yourself, and your little sister safe. You are a good person, the world really needs people like you. I am so sorry you are having to go through this awful stuff ... you really shouldn't be x
thanks.. to be fair it probably was just her anger and today we've been even making fun of it, but yesterday, it was scary, i was scared. thanks again for you'll support ^^
funny is that right now 158 people saw this and 158 is the phone number for the police, i dont know why im saing this its just kinda funny to me xd
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Oh my lovely boy....what you are living now will turn out to be a tiny second in the course of your life....make it a long life...
there are many downs, more for some than others but there are so many ups too. Keep writing you have talent...plus...it helps doesnt it? Hugs X
thank you, you may say that you're bitter but you are mostly sweet <3