Tidbits Of Joy

Once in a while, I am happy, I’ll have some rare tidbits of joy;
But all too soon they dissipate, without my precious little boys!
For a while I’ll see the sunlight, and feel its golden rays;
But suddenly, the darkness comes, the dearth of most my days!
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I look back fifteen years ago, when they laid right by my side;
We shared loves pure enchantment, and tears of joy I cried!
We did everything together, our Souls were ever bound;
This man and his two Angels, the greatest love e’er found!
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But one by one they parted, their longevity not to be;
At thirteen, my dearest Nico, the very heart of me!
Then two and one half years later, my baby Cody had to go;
Only fourteen years was given, both ages far too low!
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Now, without them I am sinking, in the depths of dark despair;
I try to jumpstart my body, but little’s left in there!
The adversity has finally beaten me, I’ve crossed the point of no return;
This old man in the sea of sorrow, for them he will ever yearn!
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                                     The pain like acid
                    Eats right through my heart and Soul
                                Till there’s nothing left