To far gone

You have gone away to far
I can see you through the stars
My arms express my pain
I keep my wounds unbandaged 
Makes my scars easier to manage when I feel lonely or cry in vein 
What happened
I don't know
I guess the expression on my face still shows
Missing you was never suppose to hold my hand
But then again
You never know what life has planned 
I miss you from my heart
Time no longer on our side
No longer an important part
In this situation I didn't know how to act
When you took your life
How was I suppose to react...