To finally get life right
Ready for that change
I've learned a new kind of pain,
One that I've never felt before,
My heart is extra heavy,
the tears just want to flow.
My daughter doesn't know who I am,
When in my arms she wanted her instead.
How could I allow this to happen,
Have I really been so blind?
Addiction has taken so much from me,
Made me forget just who I am.
The devil has come fist over my priorities,
taking away the life I always dreamt.
To live life straight is what scares me most,
Not just that but the feelings that over flow.
There's pain deep within I've not seen myself,
A pain I must for once feel and let go.
To seek a sponsor and ask for help I know I must,
For guidance and support through all the tear,
And to help me walk through all my hidden fears.
For I know this is the last chance to finally get shit right.
By,
Yvette L Scott
05/17/2022
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I truly hope you get all the help you deserve! Please don't fear getting clean, embrace it — I wish you all thexsuccess in the world. A heartfelt poem that deserves more than 5 stars but I can only give 5 ...so 5 it is xx
Amen YVETTE!!.....sounds like you've found that place in yourself where self-recognition and self awareness come knocking HARD!!......good luck on your path....so many have struggled and won.....you can too!!......ALL STARS!!....powerful write!!......LOVE & ROCKETS!!......T xo : )