To my lost love

I still remember the first time we 
talked to each other.
We talked like we've been friends
For so long.
Music was our only topic.
It was the time when i realised 
Anyone could speak for hours
On a single topic.
I being an introvert through phone 
Was slowly transforming to an extrovert.
Gradually our friendship grew,
And lately i realise something was evolving inside me.
I wished and sometimes felt you had the same feelings too.
Time passed, ofcourse it will wait for none, never it did.
And i realised you were moving away from me...
I did complain to me, and the conflict between my heart and brain started right that moment.
I did knew that you know what i was feeling.
You had reasons, well truths!
That you can't be mine.
But people are so good at wishing for something that will never happen. 
I am no better at it even.
I still wished for you
But i never came infront 
To disturb and compell you...
And i will never.
For i believe love is all about 
Surrendering yourself to the other person.
And all you have to wish for, is each other's happiness.
If i had anything that could help 
Me hold you; i would have done that.
But i know i am bare hand, with nothing to hold you..
And my every muscle numb; that I can't move them.
I know you are moving away too fast and to hard,
You, going to be someone else's too soon.
I expect them too.
But still i do not know how i am 
Going to handle it.
I only knew that
I have for you is infinite and eternal....and that keeps me moving.