Stupid to love you again friend

I liked you...
I started loving you
And i love you
It hurts me now that
You are changed
And i have turned to be just a friend and soon to be an acquaintance .
I really don't understand when things started changing between us.
Everything i do became substandard from your view.
Nothing seems right for you.
What that did to me was not just i got hurt with it..
But it started growing in me that, i am a choice in the priority list. 
And just a choice.
It killed me from inside. 
And is still killing me inside
That I can't breathe anymore... 
I can severely feel the suffocation i have now with the demotivated feeling i have evolved from within.
Everything starts changing within me.. i have lost interests in all what i used to do...
And to end with...
I have always loved you and how stupid i am that, i still love you❤️? 
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