To the lost but not the forgotten

22/09/2020
To the lost but not forgotten....

So much anguish,
So much pain,
So much suffering,
Gone again.
Some a lifetime,
Some a day,
Why can’t we all,
live eternally?

Dear Dad,
What i would do to have you back by my side.
If we all lived eternal,
You’d still be alive.
Every moment spent with you,
I miss and love so much,
It’s so hard for me to describe,
Each and every moment not with you,
Makes me want to cry.
As You were and are one of my everythings,
We had a special bond,
 so strong.
Why did this cruel earth take you so early,
You never did,
No wrong.....

So much anguish,
So much pain,
So much suffering,
Gone again.
Some a lifetime,
Some a day,
Why can’t we all,
live eternally.

Dear Nanna Chocolate and grandad Pete too,
I’m glad you’ve got one and other again,
And everyone else up there,
with the both of you.
Nan with your smiles and Scottish jokes that were crude,
Peter was always happy,
But only If there was football or sports on t.v. 
A grunt is all he’d ever give me.
But nan I remember you singing me to sleep,
Over hot cocoa and sitting on your knee.

So much anguish,
So much pain,
So much suffering,
Gone again.
Some a lifetime,
Some a day,
Why can’t we all,
live eternally?

Dear Aunty Pat and Uncle Chris as well,
As you were joined at the hip,
You both,
From stories dad would tell.
You are both cockney and essex,
All rolled into one.
You were both the life of the party,
And kept the parties going,
Till the break of dawn.
We miss you both,
And we’ll all meet again soon...

So much anguish,
So much pain,
So much suffering,
Gone again.
Some a lifetime,
Some a day,
Why can’t we all,
live eternally?

Dear Angela Tracey Last,
You came into our lives,
What a momentous blast.
We loved having you around,
But time went so fast,
We lost you so suddenly,
Just as our friendship did start.
P.A or carer,
I saw you more as a friend.
So loving and caring,
Always smiling and laughing.
You were even there,
When I needed bed bathing!

So much anguish,
So much pain,
So much suffering,
Gone again.
Some a lifetime,
Some a day,
Why can’t we all,
live eternally?
There’s so many more people,
I would love to mention today,
But if I were to do that,
I’d never stop writing away...