To you

 To you I write yet another poem , with a heavy heart as all my words seem the same over and over just thinking of what could of been , how to rip u out of my heart out of my mind  so many years have passed and still can't find the joy, so bitter I have become, wishing wanting to all this to end countless cuts and yet the love for you won't flow out, sadness seems all I can write drowning in the past, going insane living in memories in dreams that died long ago, wishing my words reach out to you always asking who was at fault in letting our love die and yet another day goes by and still the same , wanting all this to end  another blade kisses my flesh in hopes she helps to stop all my pain seeing my dreams my hopes my love flow away with the pain a faint smile as I sleep finally at peace ......