Tomorrow Will be More Crap about PAIN and the Overlord "
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I write this from the muse
On my shoulder.........my soul doesn't know
Anymore
Just pain and escape from people smiling
In my face
About how great things will be
In THEIR lives NOT mine
I want to shoot them with a rubber bullet
So they'll shut the fuck up
And spend a moment loving the kid down the hall
In Chemotherapy
And then come to me
And fucking smile
At the bullshit PAIN has to offer
Lies and tears
And the Tears hurt worse
Than the fire that's burning at my normally
Gregarious nature
And so that pit's of Hell grow attractive
And the long tall fairy tale
Becomes the bane of my existence...
There Is no truth in pain
Only hate and hungry desire for a way out
Of the sickened streets of medicinal crap
Fed as lunchtime pick me-ups
I hate this so much
I hate that I can't pick up the phone and be
Honest with my mother
Everyone wants a smile
When all I really wanna do is die
Because I don't want
ANYONE to see me
Like this.......
Pain sucks........and so do the lies
That Doctors tell from the top
Of the their Gallant horses
And the crap the Overlord has
To offer
When the truth is
Tomorrow never comes.....
Tony Taylor (Chicago)
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Comments
I don't have the right words to say but this is raw and honest and I know you are sick of being sick and dealing with shitty doctors and fake people. Love you always Tony.
Val
I am sorry for your pain I can feel every line.
Seems that mountains of crap are standing in my life as well.
The mental medical profession a seems not to have a clue.
Not even the church.
There seems to be no way out.
Judgement upon judgement form those who feel righteous never seem to fail coming my way.
I am a survivor of the hope of tomorrow but it's getting harder everyday.
May God bless you with comfort, favor and provision.
Excellent write.
Your words move me in many ways and I can't help but feel comfort that I'm not alone yet I am am sorrowful for your plight.
Remain strong the grass is not greener on the other side.
Flower Girl God bless your ever loving heart.
You are wonderful and loving, full of faith.
We all need that.
God be with you and Tony now and always. <3
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Tony I'm sorry if words hurt you. My brother died of aids. My mother Cancer. I'm on way out. I will never see my granddaughter again. A lot of people are trying to hold me here. I hurt so much too. Would you consider being my escort up? Or will you try to join me?
Would like to be your friend SPARROWSONG!!..............kisses...........T xx
I tried to send a friend request to you. But I don't know what I'm doing wrong