Transmissus Qūinque

I saw you playing the piano ,i was amazed .
i got blind by your beauty .
i saw and felt the depth and the intensity. 
I saw you laughing,
I didn't said anything .
i was just observing. 
I saw your darkness and i felt sad ,sorrowful .
I liked your distance from the world .
i felt like home in it .
we shared the same room for years ,
we got sick of it .
I heard your voice ,
I liked it .
I felt like home in it .
You look like the home that i have in my dreams and nightmares ,
cosy and mysterious ,
comfortable and troubled 
Oh dear Paolo 
Future will heal us 
The past you kill us 
And the future is fucked