Trapped in the corner

Waking up feeling low
Coming back to reality very slow
Don't wanna get back into the race
I truly want these days to erase

I feel trapped in a tight spot
I fight, I play,I slip and get caught
pressures attacking me from all the sides
stresses and worries in fast sequenced tides

I feel anger mounting up
soon I won't be able to back up
yet I pretend it is all ok
but inside my head all is gray
 

I say yes to most requests
not as I mean it but for distress

A great explosion is about to erupt
and it causes me to be abrupt
I must escape, run away be free
Oh how I wish I was carefree.

I control myself and carry on 
people ask why I am withdrawn
I need space and some compassion
as all the stress is killing my passion

I have no desire to smile and live
I have no strenght, no will to thrive
I wish i could scream with all my might
and that someone told me that all is right.