Treading water

You ever sit at the waters edge thinking about your soul??
Remembering all the good things and  all the bad things in between

thinking about the true cost of the toll

As the song says I've seen fire and I've seen rain seen sunny days that I thought would never end,,
I just close my eyes and dream about those lyrics hanging heavy on my heart.... I took every bit of that to be the gospel
But I've come to realize that I ain't nearly seen enough, 
Lord please save my soul from me, 
The thing about it these days is that as I walk-through life's waters it definitely gets deeper but the magical thing is that the water is so much more clearer than ever before 
It's my renewed faith that keeps me treading water out here all alone and seemingly helpless to the naked eye but I know that I'm never alone and I'm never on my own for that I can be sure I can see clear down to the bottom so as to step over all the obstacles in my way,,,,,,, but some people would love nothing more than seeing me trip and fall, however nothing will stop me from climbing my own personal Sinai.... Just remember  that my cup forever runneth over..... Peace out y"all