True beauty lies in me

I was staring in the mirror, tears streaming down my face, i hated what i saw there, and said " jesus Im so out of place" for the first time i heard him, i heard him loud and clear, he said "dearest Id never place you anywhere that i wasnt near, I always have you close to me, i always have your hand, i always catch you when you fall, and stand you upright when you land. you always look to others, to fill the traveling black hole inside, my love, I love you wholly, and to fill that hole i died..you are way more than the clothes you wear, way more than the size of your waist, you are more than a face in the mirror, who thinks herself beyond my grace, I knew EVERYTHING about you, and STILL, created you to see those parts of you that would shine brightest, those parts of you that are me, i knew one day youd hear me and on that day youd see, the makeup and the clothes are useless, cause true beauty lies in ME"