Turn to stone.

I've done a lot of dumb things in my past 
so much so I choose not to look back. 
I've made a fool of me, myself and I.. 
Lying in a pool of the tears I've cried. 
When I look in the mirror.. I'm afraid. 
Because the person staring back is driving me insane and I'm worried. 
Will I hate myself forever?
Life is blurry..and I can't keep it together. 
So, I'll sit here..all alone.. 
As I watch myself turn to stone.