20 days

I promise tomorrow, I'll try to understand..
Just why you cut me out &
Scattered me to the wind
You say it's cause you love me, but more than just a friend
I promise tomorrow, I'll try to understand..

But right now I'm angry.
More than I've ever been
I'm selfish..I'm sorry.
I just lost my best friend..
Right now I'm hurting.
Much more than I should say..
I'm selfish..I'm sorry.
Let's rewind 20 days.

I understand your reasons,
I guess I always knew.
Pretended not to notice,
For fear of losing you.
I know your heart is hurting,
I wish it wasn't so.
You made it look so easy..
Letting our friendship go..
It's terribly exhausting
And taxing on my mind
Right now I'm broken
Much more than I should say
I'm selfish..I'm sorry
Let's go back 20 days..