Two steps back...

One step closer 
I've became a stranger 
I'm getting colder
Why do I suffer?
I feel a heavy shoulder
I see my breath
Should I grow older?
I'm all that's left
I've broken heart's
I see the edge
I'm craving freedom
Shall I jump off?
My feet are like magnets
My mind has been blinded
Now I ask the sky
Can you hear my cry?
A lightening strike!
The clouds break
I ask again
Shall I jump?
My foot rises
Shall I end the pain?
So I decide...
Two steps back
I get to breathe again....