Ugly

She made me feel ugly today and she doesn’t even realize it. 
All she said was that he texted her, and I looked down at our messages... ‘Read’.... that’s nice. 
Shes so sweet and cute cute so I understand, but I can’t help but feel fucking disgusting thinking of him pressing my message and swiping away to text her. 
i understand it’s because im nothing but a sure way, because they know if they flirt and call me pretty enough I’ll feel obligated to lay in bed under them.. because that’s what I am ugly