"Unexpected Love"

Your very first love could leave a scar for the rest of your life
Even if that person got you through all your pain and strife

Right before your eyes you could be trapped in one of your worst fears
Blinded by the idea of "love", now heartbroken in tears

It sometimes leaves you speechless feeling helpless and confused; doing things like trying to convince yourself you weren't just being used

 Unable to sleep at night,  slowly losing your appetite because of one little word that  left a scar in your heart; a heart that's now shattered
 In shock because  you believed he was "the one".
Only to realize you never mattered