Unfixable

Today the snow falls softly
Like the feathers 
in what was our duvet.
Now it is only mine.

A morning sky grey
as grey as 
your new gravestone.
The house has found 
a louder silence
One that is deafening.

I know you are at peace
Away from awful pain.
But you promised me
A thousand forevers.
A million eternities.

Now in the misty snowfall
of a sad grey winter.
I know your chair 
will sit empty.
Your books unread
Your music unplayed
And my heart unfixable.