Unforgivable Sin

Is it them or is it all me???
A peace of mind is all I plea..
Feels like I'm in immortal hell???
I perfected this disaster well..
Am I as greedy as they all say??
Why do I judge myself this way?
Everything I say cannot be mean.
Am I just another shotout fein??
Was it me, them, or all of the dope
Listening to this I have no hope.
Is it them I hate or is it really me?
The rage builds waiting to be free
I wish I could give up on it all
Hang myself  by the nails in a wall
Lay the pain and hatred to rest
Quit blaming them like I do best.
Believe all the bad I hear is true.
I've been a evil bitch to all of you.
Give up, sin the 1 unforgivable sin
Rest in hell for all eternity to do it            ALL OVER AGAIN.