Unheard

I cry but you cannot hear me
Each sigh is an unshed tear
Gasping for breath all night
Locked in my own room forever
This bed is my small boat
Each time I leave I’m drowning
Swirling down into societies hell
A label is a life in a prison cell
You cannot escape nor can you hide
In this hell where nothing is divine
People have lost their humanity now
These walls don't not allow such weakness
Be human and they devour you
Nothing pure could ever get trough
A bitch or a whore is what you get
Hallways we daily walk are murderers
No light, no hope for the foreseeable future
A knife is a bittersweet release of pleasure
Not wanting to die but please end this hell

I cry but you cannot hear me
Night spreads sounds so gently
Violence becomes music of darkness
My breath rushes, a panic attack
Waking up from a nightmare I didn't know I had
But I didn't wake up, it's only life
Under my fluffy pillow I hear my knife
A deep calling “Oh Use Me” I head it say
Whispers in the nights seduce my emptiness
Drip Drop Drip, I bleed sweetly again
Allow it raise and leave my strained body
Fuck the people and the opinions they are having
It helps the pain and my lonely broken heart
My soul is detached and surfs above me
Deprived of young lovers greatest glories
That dream guy and that beautiful girl
It's nothing but a match made by hell
Allow me to die, to go in peace;
To feel some freedom for once at least.