Unmendable

I’ve tried so hard to heal, over four years now I’ve cried;
Since that fateful February evening, when my Nico sadly died!
It came without a warning, his passing such a surprise;
In the morning he had walked with me, by the evening his demise!
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I almost died the same night, when we found him laying there;
His body so very lifeless, much more than I could bear!
I laid by him till morning, I stroked him as I wept;
The pain so excruciating, my Soulmate ever slept!
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I had to say goodbye to him, I gave him one last kiss;
Knowing that my Soul would be mourning, and forever him would miss!
But we had another obligation, his younger brother, our dear Cody;
Whom I’m sure was devastated, and was mourning just like me!
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So for two and one half years then, Cody was our main concern;
He was our one remaining “boy, boy”, for whom our world turned!
But one day, fate came calling, and took our baby from our arms;
Ne’er again to ever hold him, ne’er again to feel his charms!
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It will very soon be two years ago, that our dear Cody had to leave;
The last one of our little boys, now forever do we grieve!
Our broken Souls are unmendable, shattered well beyond repair;
Once they were so happy, when their mates were both still there!
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They’re unmendable
Our broken hearts and sad Souls
Ever will they weep