Unplay

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For once it wasn't human

For once it wasn't a man

It was a boy I loved so deeply

For whom I did all that I can
 

I was your mother from the start

This event shocked me to my core

This love hurt me like no other

How you turned and left me raw

My love I should of understood your pain 

What you went through in your short years

You left me wondering if I'm to blame

Without your love you left me in tears

You were just a companion to some 

A giant trophy to so many more

I raised you like I was your mum 

How could you drag me to the floor?

I trusted you, my teddy bear beneath 

You more than once saved me

From fists with your prehistoric teeth

The same that almost ceased life to be

I so nearly lost my life
To my canine best friend
Went through a world of strife
Months to physically mend
 

Whatever happened know that I 

Will never forget the moments we had 

When I think of you I cry
For you I will always be glad

But I struggle everyday
This nightmare I can't unplay