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~unroofed~.

I don't know how i feel
All this hurt is blocking life

Causing strife,

Do i even exist anymore

If so why can't i feel air
Entering my compressed lungs

I'm struggling to breath
And believe

Anyone , Anything

just something
other than aching
Sadness

Where is gladness?

I don't make sense anymore

Confused inside
Nowhere to hide

Do you even get me
Can you see me at all

I need emptiness space
To explore, implore

Explode, offload
Revolve, resolve

Dissolving solving
What where whyyyyyyy
When , just when

Whyyyyyy???

What is this, what??

Help me, go away, stay, leave

Believe, believing, grieving??

Lost, lost, missing,
found brokenness

What is this, what??

Do i even exist, anywhere
Outside these walls of skin
That I'm trapped within

Where do i start, stop, begin ???..

Nardine Sanderson 30/03/2015.

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Christopher Correia

This is a excellent stream write, nardine...was thinking after I read, that you have to be a very confident and gifted poet to release a stream that moves in such unexpected ways, you articulated a lot of emotions; sadness, frustration, desperation...this is very well written, and I certainly felt the tone of a tragic scenario  painted yet eyes can't not look away; powerful stuff, sister from down under    

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Nardine Sanderson

Thanks heaps bro, sadly I've had a few days of feeling shipwrecked, lost and abandoned
its all about growing, i guess I'm tired and a hell of alot worried about moving forward
love you bro , heaps and heaps nardine xoxo

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