Emptiness

Though negligible communication
now transpires between us
twenty seven years ago
come...

Pain wasn’t in your future, it was in ours as we painstakingly will forever miss you.

You...

Going through these days alone
and always missing you
isn’t easy to live through.

I...

Nothing really mattered
It all just went at once
Nothing to show for
Emptied of hope...

I think that I’m too much for you,
I know that I’m too much, it's true.
Will you tell me...

Suffering never ends
Always more pain to follow

Bring me warmth of morning sunshine...

pity washed in saturated dance
crashing glances fighting second chances
upon the broken...

I will keep breathing and smiling
And joining in on all of the rides

I will grin,...

Why are my words jumbled now,
all my thoughts awry?
Writing is the way I cleanse,
so...

There was crying and I heard someone lying and then I saw someone prying and I lost my trying......
...

When I was twelve, I walked along a beach in Cornwall with my mother.
We picked up shells, and...

Alone and abandoned the house stood bare,
Cracked walls and floorboards

Lots of love it...

The rats huddled closely together out of adverse weather,
they sometimes stood and looked at humans...

All I remember
is that somewhere
at some time
on some day
we wed.

All...

I wanted so much to disappear
To become the blank wall behind me
So completely void of...

Sitting here trying to be present
As everyone is talking
I feel like a stranger here
...

It's unreachable,
I seek for it everyday,
there's no end.