Unstable love

He broke up with me
Sweetly between the lines
Left a gap with no care
And caressed and indulged
On what was near

We were far apart
Love connected us
Distance relationship was us
Yet love didn't survive
It sank and took all that was left
And faded to dust in a night
I conceived the love I feared to loose
By striving to make it work
Not being aware
That I was one man standing
A man in a relationship
Not in control
Leading for him was crazy
Calling me for him was stupid
Making time to see me was unworthy
Though other men liked me
I chose him because I loved him
But did he actually love me?
To be with me?
But I stayed till told
That I need to find myself a perfect man
His words, he repeated

Didn't want to take it
Didn't want to believe it
Didn't want to walk away
This time, I stayed still
Wished to say something
How hurting and insulting it was
I swallowed his words
Lived in them
5 days went by
No single word from him
I then knew
I had to know when the time is over
I have to let go