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December.5.2007
 Trisha Barrek Hopkins

Sweetheart I don't know what else to say
But all I can say is I love you
I fell in love with you with each passing day
With all this stress
There are days where I believe this isn't true
And it seems like everythings becoming a mess
From the beginning our bond was strong
But now it feels like it's not the same
And everything I do is wrong
It feels like I'm losing a battle
That an evil vibe is playing its game
And my heart is breaking
I'm so afraid I'm going to be left alone
I can feel my body shaking
I'm so frightened my heart will turn back to stone
And I will forever be crying
When I finally got to stare into your eyes
Into your soul
I began to feel like I wasn't dieing
And to fight to live was no longer my goal
To love you beyond forever
Was and is now my goal
God sent me an angel from above
To get into heaven I no longer need to pay a toll
Because by my side
He sent the only one I need to love
One to protect and share my soul my mind
We just fit perfect like a glove
To go through the up and downs
One who knows how to treat me so kind
Someone to help pick up the frowns
We may have our disagreements
But your my soulmate
Yes you God truely have sent
A person with such heart
No matter how the day went 
You make sure I don't fall apart
And for you I'd do the same 
I pray no words or actions put a tare
In our special bond we had create
I pray I never lose that angel stare
For I wouldn't know how to live
But go back to my old ways
No longer my love to give
Crying at night into the morning days
Dieing as the minutes become the past
Wanting to forever live
With my only one I want this to last
Honey for you I'm here
To show you on how I care for you 
No matter what happens
Or the mean words we may say
But lately I feel your love is beginning to fade
Beginning to disappear
We are sending eachother a negative vibe
My deepest fear is coming out from where it hide
It seems your love has died
I pray to God he can fix my fear
I don't want to have a heart of stone
I want to know how much you care
I want to know how much our love has grown
I don't want fate to change his way
I want to love you forever
I want us to work through this stress
Please God let us stay together
Let me keep my love for yet another day
You brought us together for a reason
Why change this around
We are meant to grow old together with every season
My other half I finally found
So why would you want to destroy
Such a magical thing
Please God don't let my heart fall to the ground
His love back to me please bring
I miss his gentle touch
I miss his meaningful kiss
I miss what we had from the start
Why bring us to this
The feeling I feel in my heart
God can't you see
I don't want us to ever part
We truely are meant to be 

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