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- Sigh..... tired
-let me lift some of this weight off of my shoulders
-as I get a little older the world gets little  colder
-just trying to keep my thoughts in order
- strong and steady build a wall
-pain and anger brick and mortar

-but my thoughts just seem to slip away
- So lost in the shadows u can't tell if it's a brighter day
-turning in circles just to try and to find a better way
- trying to run from all the thoughts racing inside my head

- im so confused and disillusioned
-hot headed need to cool it
-fucked it up yeah I blew it 
- trying to find the right conclusions
- to try to make some new improvements
- show myself that I can do it
- fake a smile there's nothing to it
-im strong enough and I can prove it

-Im over emotional
-Under sociable
-Please don't notice me
-I'm unapprochable
- so many questions with no answers shits rhetorical
-i see the struggle in my future fuck a Oracle
- they be laughing at my pain like it's adorable
- I can feel it taking over shits deplorable
-and it got me wasting time like it's affordable
- got me doubting myself like all the haters do
- is this really my life shit I want more than u

-mood swinging back and forth like a playground
-listen for my heartbeat like an ultrasound
- getting sick of gravity pulling me back down
- another got of the blunt and I'm space bound

 - so sick and tired of just trying to keep the beast at bay
-but I can't because my daemon lead me astray
-true colors washed out in dull shades of gray
-lifes a game and I really don't know how to play

- feeling down but I'm gassed up
- i wanna disappear like im Casper
- heart cold like Alaska
- break every chain like plaster