You can let go now....daddy

just when i thought there where no more tears to shed i feel them take the worn path down my cheeks where so many others lived and died eyes opened to the world that has lost its color staring at a sun that has lost its light blind to what was once beauty breath stolen in the instant i turn my head away when the warmth of ur hand ripped from my fingers by the time i didnt know was passing has been robbed from u by the memories i can never remember how could they let the silence become ur voice whispers i try to capture from the wind i always thought  u were untouchable unbreakable immortal but now i see that it was just the shattered dream of a broken child  to afraid to want to understand that u wouldn't be here forever ur smile will never again light the skyline ur warmth will never again challenge the cold ur voice will never again ring in my ear with the call of " my little princess, my baby girl" the words of "never again" cloud my mind turning my thoughts into a storm of tears all the things that remind me of u too many to name brings back the pain i want to leave behind but u were never meant to be left i just wish i could have seen u before u went home

i love you daddy always and forever