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Why do I feel like we’re always saying goodbye 
I can’t ask you to stay 
because you’d hate me anyway 
We’re connected 
My skin crawls at the sight of your unhappiness 
And it feels empty in your absence 
I let you go so many times 
But in body
It would possibly be the end of me 

what would I do without you?
I cannot subject you to a life of sorrow 
So I hold onto you in the present 
And hopefully tomorrow 
Please just wait 
Please just wait for things to get better 
I could tell you that I can’t live without you 
But it wouldn’t differ your choice 

But I would sacrifice my bliss, to give you your freedom 
-ph