vigilance

what a picture you left in my mind
while i was lost when the hourglass cracked
sand poured out and everything was left behind
the last screams resonated through my mind
were yours refusing to say goodbye
before my eyes fogged over i remember you
there wasn't any time for a proper farewell
please promise you will go on...
don't sit in the dark wishing after me
those eyes need not shed any more tears
i give you my blessings, my dreams
live your life and do it for me
don't blame fate, just let go
there was no way you could have saved me
so don't blame yourself, please
they were driving too fast, too drunk to see
i remember that you called me and called me
but i couldn't form the words with my lips
i want you to be happy, to keep going
and i will watch your life, vigilant as an angel