waiting to die

Here I sit all alone Woundwrong why my chest hurts,from this big hole In my soul.you ripped my heart into thousands of tiny piecies.you smashed my dreams of us together.Cold hearted to the bone.
Mean mean pan,wondering what I did that was so wrong when your always right.Better than the rest,thoughts pounding my brain.Tears drowning my sight,emptyness suffercatting my emoitions,drowning my very existence into just a memory,a memory I can take to the with me to the grave,their I won't be alone.I wont matter they won't care,they just care when its them,or what makes them come up and look good.False impressions of good deads,dont make them look bad.Bad looks and bad intentions,are what they thrive on.Getting a laugh out of someone else's pain makes them smile, its a very cold,in this no love one way road to nowhere. Traveled on,trampled on,taken for what you got,not what they can give.Don't cry for know they wont cry for you.They laugh at your tears,they laugh at you.They laugh and laugh all the way through,Through the end,over,done.is this it,is it over.Can I sleep now,rest in peace.I just wanna sleep forever ,Never to be waken to this life again...