Waiting For Orders

I have come
to realize
That I 
Have been
Waiting
For orders
Since 1994
In the 
Fox hole
Of my soul

My current 
Grid
" Lima Lima  Mike Foxtrot "

This soldier 
Has yet
To
Fulfill 
His 
Patriotic 
Duty

So in
Transit
I await

Fallen Soldiers
Are not
Always 
in the 
Physical
Sense
Dead

Sometimes
We are
Trapped 
In a 
Mental
Purgatory
post
In which
We have
Yet
To of
Been
Relieved 
Of
Duty

For me
Though
Life
Has brought
Me
Joy
Sorrow
And the 
Greatest
Family
A man
Could
Have
I still
wait
To complete
The
Assignment 
That I am
Called 
To
Do

In silence
I vehemently 
Await
Destiny...........