Gone

With your passing, I entered cold of darkest shadow !
I frequently contemplated effort to deal with sorrow.
Life turned on its head to give a lesson not to forget.
Of the syndrome magnifying lost chances I was beset.
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Your end opened up an abyss of unchecked emotion.
Missing your words and smiles caused disintegration !
I became victim to uncharted territory of grievance.
It was practically impossible to discover deliverance.
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Demolition of my soul went further than it ever had.
For company of others and distraction I was so glad !
Excruciating tears fell faster than I was prepared for.
A blade cut deep inflicting a cruel mind-altering sore.