warrior within

I cursed it
shouted to it
would have punched it
burned it,shot it or blew it  sky high!
but it was pain and hurt,through my own failure
frying my insides it laid the foundations for worse
hatred of myself
like a knight on a dark mission fighting for the grail
wanting to get to the end ,to get the prize
a prize of love in myself
A battle hard and lonely,i grieved for me
but a fight worthwhile
The bells of hope rang
each move rising
every step a piece of jigsaw in place
erased the enemies ,sorrow,hurt,pain,misery
misbelief and self-hate
The reasons and the faults lie with me
but i grow from it day by day
A warrior of my own heart
learning to love myself 
A task to accept i am strong
and can love back in time
and a battle can be won within myself!