the hatred inside me is so powerful.
there is no one i do not hate.
i hate them; i hate you; i hate myself.
there is nothing wrong.
i have all of my needs met; i have two loving parents.
i have a serious mental illness.
my life is a neverending psychosis.
i do not know what is real.
sometimes there are times when i forget that though.
i am a drug addict and an alcoholic.
i hear voices all the time. not physically: just in my head.
they are different colors.
i wish i had the courage to jump in front of the train.
i believe in Jesus Christ; i profess that He is my Savior and my Lord.
another day at the races.
in my head.