watch out, satan

the hatred inside me is so powerful.

there is no one i do not hate.

i hate them; i hate you; i hate myself.

there is nothing wrong.

i have all of my needs met; i have two loving parents.

i have a serious mental illness.

my life is a neverending psychosis.

i do not know what is real.

sometimes there are times when i forget that though.

i am a drug addict and an alcoholic.

i hear voices all the time.  not physically: just in my head.

they are different colors.

i wish i had the courage to jump in front of the train.

i believe in Jesus Christ; i profess that He is my Savior and my Lord.

another day at the races.

in my head.