Water

~Drowning inside my head-
But I can't find the shore-
Don't wish for death-
But I don't wanna be here anymore-
Barely above the water-
And I can't really breathe-
My demons coming at me-
Because they don't just lie beneath-
I'm grasping for solidity-
But I'm not sure how hard I'm trying-
I feel kind of numb right now-
And I would rather be crying-
Because I'm drowning in the water-
That I call my mind-
And I'm just strongly hoping-
That I make it out alive~