We only talk

I never realized,
That we only talk 
so that you can remind me
what I'm missing.

Life is going terrible
for me,
Thanks for not asking. 

Not that you would anyways.
If I have a problem,
You disappear.

I feel the need to stay quiet.
But here,
These words,
The ones you'll never read,
This is my safe space.

The only thing you'll never penetrate.